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When God Waits: Understanding Divine Patience in Human Weakness

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  When God Waits: Understanding Divine Patience in Human Weakness By Otun Stephen Gbenga | Philosopher & Theologian There is a mystery in God that both comforts and confuses us: He waits. He waits longer than we expect… longer than we think we deserve… sometimes longer than our hearts can understand. We often ask God to move quickly, fix instantly, and judge immediately. But the God of Scripture is not in a hurry. He is patient—deeply, frighteningly patient. And this divine patience is not weakness. It is not delay. It is not disinterest. It is mercy wrapped inside mystery. Let us explore what it really means when  God waits . 1. Divine Patience Is Not Indulgence — It Is Invitation When God waits, it is never because He is approving what we are doing. Divine patience does not mean divine permission. Think of Jonah. God sent him to Nineveh, but Jonah ran. God could have struck him on the boat, but He didn’t. He waited until Jonah’s running became a prayer inside a fish. Thi...

When Amen Feels Like Lying

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  When Amen Feels Like Lying A devotion for the dry places I sat in the pew again. Same row. Same stain on the hymnbook page. Same scratch on the floor where someone's heel dug in. A wedding ring? A nervous foot? Who knows. The worship team sang about a fire. Woman two rows up? Crying. Real tears. The kind that leave salt tracks. Me? Nothing. Not sad. Not angry. Just... nothing. Like a TV channel went off air at 3 AM. Snow. Static. No one home. My fire went out three months ago. Or maybe last year. You know how it is. Days blur when you're just going through the motions of a faith that used to breathe but now just... sits there. On the couch. In its underwear. Eating cold pizza. Sorry. Is that too honest? Too bad. Prayer bounces off the ceiling now. Like a rubber ball thrown at a wall by a bored kid. Thwack. Thud. Thwack. Thud. Scripture reads like a grocery list. Milk. Eggs. Love your neighbor. Bread. Don't commit adultery. Dish soap. Everyone else has tears. Raised hands....